I Surrender !

GOD !
I ask you for forgiveness...
I surrender ...
I surrender myself....
I am tired...
fighting my thoughts...
fighting myself...
and People's misdeeds...
I am tired...
My shoulders are heavy...
My back is curved...
My eyes are foggy....
I am alone...
I am screaming and no ones hearing....
It feels like I buried myself..
and now I am trying to come out..
May be I am away from you...
I have traveled so far that I forgot you...
You showered me with happiness
and I cherish it too...
I thank you for that...
If I come so far from you...
Drag me back...
Hold me back..
Give me back my peace...
I surrender ...
I surrender...