Feeling Nothing…
Nothing at all…
I am blank and so broken…
holding the pieces of my heart…
I wonder what will I do with them?
I feel suffocated…
A story…
Thousands of words…
those emotions and
all my resentments are untold…
My heart filled with love
is now occupied…
occupied with pain and fear…
I know fear and love
can't live together…
There was a flower in my heart…
The beautiful flower of love…
It blossomed day by day…
Its fragrance was enchanting…
I saw that flower drying up..
I saw the fading of its colours…
I saw it dying bit by bit
and day by day...
and one day it dried forever…
A pain resides deep in to my soul…
Mourning the death of the flower of Love...
I can feel nothing now..
the heart is beating
but its lifeless for sure…
I am smiling for the world…
but deep inside..
my heart, my soul and my existence
are dissolved in silence…
They are mummified…
They are feeling nothing…
The constant pain resides forever…
in each breath…each heart beat…
