I Surrender !

GOD !
I ask you for forgiveness...
I surrender ...
I surrender myself....
I am tired...
fighting my thoughts...
fighting myself...
and People's misdeeds...
I am tired...
My shoulders are heavy...
My back is curved...
My eyes are foggy....
I am alone...
I am screaming and no ones hearing....
It feels like I buried myself..
and now I am trying to come out..
May be I am away from you...
I have traveled so far that I forgot you...
You showered me with happiness
and I cherish it too...
I thank you for that...
If I come so far from you...
Drag me back...
Hold me back..
Give me back my peace...
I surrender ...
I surrender...

love on its own

Do You Love Me?
If yes, for what?
Do I make you smile?
Do I entertain you?
What makes you keep loving me?
are you my friend?
or a supporter?
Am I your secret bearer?
Am I fulfilling your needs?
If I am not..
Will you stop loving me?
If I fell ill?
If I become boring...
If I become ugly..
and very angry...
Will you still love me?
will you be still my friend?
wil you ask for me then?
I ask you
will I be the same for you?
Is there such type of love in this world?
independent of Needs ...
Living at its own..
beyond the world...

Life is cruel

Life is cruel
and the love is two steps ahead..
Life asks for success
and Love ask for patience..
People demands their needs
and you are standing all alone...
A baby when born is so sensitive...
with little hands and tiny shoulders...
skin so soft and eyes so clear..
safe in mom's lap...
Only God knew his life..
and how's hard it will be...
those hands will have to work hard...
the tiny shoulders will have to bear the burdens..
the eyes have to cry for what they loved...
Life is cruel ..
Love is two steps ahead...
that's why the baby is born crying..
the baby is born crying....

Busy Pal

Oh You the busy Pal!
you are so busy...
holding your schedule so tightly...
your hours are your own...
with no share of others...
you are heading on your way...
so lonely and only...
oh you the busy pal!
hold on to your friends...
and those longing for your love...
oh busy Pal!
every one can make their own world...
they can live on their own too...
Don't be busy so much...
or you may lose a loved one....

The Introduction

I don't know what to say about this new blog of mine. In fact I have made this blog to write whatever random thoughts I have. While making this blog I thought that I should not limit it to any specific topic, a cause or age group. I just want this blog to be free. Free to express my ideas, my heart. The inner self of someone very ordinary. While writing out my heart I am sure you can find yourself too. May be there is something common between us. May be all the people feel the same way as I.
This free blog will be a place to speak out my heart. My heart voice can be yours too. I write poems. I have deep intense and lots of love in my heart. I have memories. I have rough and strong feelings which always pushes me hard to express. I don't remember what was the first time I wrote a thing?. The only thing I remember is that urge of expression of feelings which motivated me to write, sing, paint and laugh louder, cry harder and talking non stop.
This blog is the continuation of expression. Expression of someone in me whose trying to reveal himself. You may not like my ideas, you may differ from my thoughts, you may take it as something really unimportant. I will not request anyone to read it either. Like the nature of the Blog you are also free to read or discard. Its the Quest of expression by someone like me.