Showing posts with label Hate. Show all posts
Showing posts with label Hate. Show all posts

Friday, August 1, 2014

I can't pretend !!!

When I look at the world I see lots of people who have two faces. They hate but they show that they love. They are haters in the cloths of lovers. Disguise at its best. They show their face which is acceptable to the world. That type of people are very desperate to fit in to this world who won't ask your name if you don't have a cent in your pockets. The world is cruel and full of colours. Colors of violence and love in between, the angels and evils living all together. Fortunately their is no mark of what people's thinking and their hearts on thier foreheads else the two faced people would be killed long ago.
I am amazed and so astonished that how can a person hide his feeling and pretend to be something that he is not?. Don't he feel suffocated? Don't he feel buried under the burden of fake off feelings? 
Off course they are under burden. They are over loaded with people's expectations and desires, likes and dislikes. 
To show the world how you feel really requires courage. They may call you blunt, rigid, uncivilised and undiplomatic, a social nerd but at the end of the day when you sleep you will feel happy of expressing yourself. 
I believe crying for real is much better from fake laughter. In the same way honest hatred is far better then pretended love. 
I love to follow my heart. I cry and cry deeper when I need to cleanse myself. I laugh and laugh when I want to celebrate the blessings I am granted. I always try to show what I feel? 
When I say " I love you" it surely means that I said with every ounce of courage I had and with all my heart. When I say " I like you" it definitely means I do like you with all my soul and sights. 
When I am distant, when you don't hear me it probably means that I had left you or may be you had left me earlier. I dint pretend… I dint Pretend...

Monday, May 26, 2014

Loneliness Forever

I am talking to myself…
I am talking to the self 
where no body likes me…'
no body loves me…
I am left alone like a stand alone tree 
on a barren island…
I loved people…
I liked them but what happened to them…
I feel at mercy of them…
I feel like a dislikable  person….
I I served them and helped them..
not to like me but not to at least hate me…
but they hate me like a hate able creature…
they pushed me into the state where
i no longer love to laugh or talk…
I feel isolated and disowned…
I feel alone and very alone….
whom can i talk to?
whom can i rely on?
i feel cold and abandon…
stuck and worried…
suffocated and alone..
very alone...